buying into
My mom already booked the ticket for her and my sis. A return one. Meaninggg…it has a fixed, certain date on it. Meaninggg… I can start to count down my stay here in terms of DAYS. I don’t have to use the rough figure in terms of MONTHS anymore, the good thing is. Hiks… I don’t wanna think about it. That’s what I’ve been telling myself to. It’s not that I don’t wanna go back, it’s just that I’m scared of the idea of having to go back for good. Everything must have change in 2 years. And many things, I believe, won’t be as good as the way I can think of while I’m still here. Sometimes, well…often enough, things look good because it’s far enough from us to see, to feel, to acquire, to have… And I guess, by being here, I’m running away from stuffs and I’m justified to do that because I’m studying. There’s nothing bad with studying, rite?
I was surprised, but not shocked, to hear what I heard about this guy today. I cannot believe he can be such a jerk. Well, I do believe that many guys, if not almost all, are like that in many different ways. And I also do believe that too many women are buying into such crap. But, is he trying to be a womanizer? If that’s the case, from a scale of 0 to 10, he’s only got 1. Sure he needs to learn hard from "the guru" =) Sometimes I wonder ya, is there a guy out there who’s smart and fun enough to make a woman laugh but sincere enough to not make her weep? And sometimes I’m amazed to find that some couples do contact each other every second minute or so. May be I forget about how people should pacaran. But do you still have things to say every second minute? And is there a guy who bears to do that? If there is, then my next question will be…for how long he can stand doing that? Am I being cynical here, or am I just being independent? Moreover…about a woman being independent… I haven’t come into conclusion how guys think about a woman who’s independent. Some guys said that they feel they’re not useful when a woman, his woman, being too independent. Some guys prefer his woman to be independent, at least not clingy, as it makes more sense in this fast-moving hectic world. And some guys even give more score to independent women, implicitly noting than women in power are more attractive.
Talking about buying into guys’ talks…Well, I might have just done that. And to me, I can’t think of many names who are able to do that at the moment. May be it’s more a gift than a skill that to be a womanizer. I mean, I know many guys, if not all, are able to say nice things, sweet lovely stuffs to gals. But how many are there who are able to utter it also in a sophisticated way? Btw, are there "manizers" too? Or we just don’t name them like that?
